I rode Miss yesterday. She wasn’t bad, but she was strong and I had quite a work out. Sometimes she can really test me. The good part is I (usually) don’t lose my patience with her, so it turns out ok. She is def a horse that needs to be worked every day. She had a long break after inspection (3-4 days) off, and it just takes time to get her back.

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I don’t want to ramble here but I have alot to think about. I have to decide what I’m doing and where I’m going with my life and with my riding. I have some hard decisions to make - and I feel like I want / need guidance but everyone has a different opinion. I wish it was just more clear cut in what direction I should go.

I just know a few facts. I’m single. I have no kids. The only things that are truly dependent on me are the animals … and of those… really the ones are just Birdie, Kitty and Cook. If there is any time to really make a push or a change, the time is now. I’m a person that hates change and so it is really hard for me to deal with any sort of deviation from the routine.

But if you want big things, then you have to think bigger, right?

And sometimes with change, you just have to close ur eyes and jump.