was completely un-motivated at the barn today.

It was cold and windy and I was tired.  So not much accomplished.  I did a few chores and then I left early.

Justine and I changed Ami’s bandage and he was on stall rest today again.   Have to figure out how to get him to stop kicking the wall or how to protect his hocks.

I hand walked him around.  He is good.  he’s big but he doesn’t step all over you.

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I picked up cook’s blanket yesterday.  had it professionally cleaned.  made me sad.  I packed it away with the rest of her things.  I talked to my brother briefly about it and I don’t think he still understands the depth or reasoning of my grief.  I think one of the important lessons I learned from this was that Grief is not something you determine for people.  Everyone has a given right to decide how, how long, and to what extent they will grieve for a loss.  I can blog every single day, I LOVE THAT MARE, and it’s ok.

I do love that mare.