245 - wed - boyfriends of years past
An ex un-expectedly came back into my life tonight.
Random.
I was heading home from the barn when I get a call from un-known number. Check the message - its my ex. I called him back, we chatted for a few. He called me back a few minutes later and decided to head over. We spent the evening together, catching up on old times and watching the NBA games.
It was good. Interesting.
It was nice to be familiar with someone and comfortable. He told me that he could smell me and that I still smelled the same after all these years. I think that’s funny because I have said many times about being attracted to someone’s smell.
I told him that I am damaged right now and am not interested in pursuing a relationship. He said we could just hang out, go out. I’m cool with that. We’ll see.
Comment by Beth
April 30, 2008 @ 9:30 pm
Oooh, ex’s. Just a slight word of caution…remember the adage, ex’s are ex’s for a reason….
BUT good luck and be happy!
Thats the thing about CG, he smells so good with NOTHING on at all..
Comment by Crystal
May 1, 2008 @ 6:29 am
yeah, I know the adage.
we’ll see. not even sure we will go out again (although I think we will). I’m not sure what I want to do but it was nice to be attracted to someone.
Comment by Beth
May 1, 2008 @ 7:18 am
Ooh, I dont blame you one bit. This is coming from the girl that has two boys for the last four years and neither of them want to commit seriously, yet I cant let either go.
Yeah, you should listen to me…haha. NOT!