Song Lyric of the Day (mood indicator)
“It takes all of my strength to be stable”

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I’m battling internal conflict right now about me compromising what I want and need vs other people’s wants and needs…. and judgments. It’s a thin line to decide whether to take up a fight because it’s what I deem important to me, walking away because its not worth my effort to waste my breath, or biting my tongue.

Sigh. Its hard to blog about this without it getting personal…… and without people IMing me, trying to guess what or who I am referring to. (I bet $100 that I still get emails/IMs). This is more than one situation, hence the reason it is written like this.
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I want YOU… yes, YOU, to stop with the tobacco products. STOP.

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Had a sweet conversation today. Sometimes, u know exactly what to say to ease my anxiety. Ur better than any anti-depressant. I wonder if I believe you. :-)
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Rich might be the perfect guy. He has perfect manners, opening car doors and etc, goes out of his way to make me happy, wants only what is best for me, listens to me, seeks and takes my counsel, and respects my dreams and ambitions. He’s the person I know with the most -common sense-.  If my S-O is only 50% of the man my bro is, then I will be happy. I love u Richie.

Sometimes women don’t know what they want in a guy but I have the perfect example. THAT’S is what I want in a guy.

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Thanks to all that wished Cook a Happy Birthday here on the board and at the barn.  It was special to me cause this year was the first year I knew when her birthday actually was.  (got her papers).