So I have alot on my mind tonight.

I am worried about upcoming problems with Cook. She has had major separation issues in the past. She goes out with 2 horses and is fine… but they are both about to go away. One is going to the new barn, and the other one is going to be on modified stall rest off the grass because she is preggers.

She is gonna be UPSET. and in turn… that stresses me out.  I can’t stand for her to be upset or pace.
She hates ponies and our big mares beat her up. So I have to talk to Meredith about it more in depth, but I have a friend/victim in mind to keep her company.

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Another thing I realized at the grocery tonight was that I feed and care my animals better than I do myself. That’s pretty sad. I did manage to buy $45 worth of groceries tonight so it looks like I will be eating in for the next 3 days, instead of eating take out like usual.

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I’m very tired tonight and I have a feeling I have my work cut out for me tomorrow, dealing with both girls.

I have alot of change coming down the road, both personal and horse related. I am trying hard to keep a steady, even head and just organize and control what I can… and take things as they come.

Sigh.