hi
I so desparately want to be happy. I am trying to pretend in hopes that one day, I won’t have to pretend. I just will be.
It’s not working.
So I wait. and listen to Theresa tell me there will be bad days.
But as I am waiting, I’m crawling out of my skin.
Comment by nikki
February 18, 2007 @ 9:50 pm
i wish i had some words of encouragement, crystal, but i’m not good at that sort of thing. what/who is making you so unhappy? if there’s anything i can do to help…
Comment by Kat
February 19, 2007 @ 12:32 am
I’m right with you right now.
If you want, gimme a call tomorrow and we’ll figure out something to give us both a boost - even if it is just temporary.
Comment by Crystal
February 19, 2007 @ 8:14 am
there is no words of encouragement. I’m sure everyone will be like “it will get better”, blah blah blah.
uh huh. I’m sure it will.
in the words of George O Mallery, what I want right now is a nice, long coma… so I can wake up a year from now and everything will be different.
Comment by Crystal
February 19, 2007 @ 8:15 am
The biggest thing I have to look forward to right now is that we are taking the girls off the land this weekend. somewhere. anywhere. which means I really need to get them worked this week since I didn’t ride this weekend, and Cook snorting crack yesterday.