Woke up at 545am to ride Missy and Cook.  Boy was my day long.

They were both good.

Today it rained all day and the ring was a puddle of mud.  I made Cook carry me around anyway.  She was good and she was careful and that is all I can ask.
I might tell Mere to take Cook off of Weightbuilder.  I noticed today she has a pot belly.   Fatty.

to say I had a bad day today, would seriously understate bad days. Readers. You have no idea how bad this day has been. Right now I am sitting here, “drinking cheap alcohol, contemplating this terrible mess that I’m making”.

I haven’t felt this depressed in a long long long time.  I believe that I am going to take a break from blogging.  I have alot of things I need to sort out in my head and meanwhile I don’t want to sit here and make up nice things to say when …..right now… there is nothing positive going on.  Hopefully I will get out of this funk I am in …relatively soon.

Very very tired.  very.  so very.

I had a long day today taking care of horseys.

There is a saying that God looks for out for kids, fools and drunks.

Maybe he has time to look after a pony too.

We love you and we are thinking about you!

Eric left today to go back to Texas.  sadness.  The house is quiet.

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Today I pretty much lived at the barn. I got there around 7am and got home about 330. I had a lesson this morning.. and I had a small. tiny. meltdown (temper tantrum). Tiny. Cook wasn’t the best behaved. She was having a small hissy fit herself… We did end on a good note, so that’s good.

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My knee hurts.  My left one.  Not all the time just when I have to stand up or put weight pressure on it like mounting.  ugh.  icing it tonight.  It hurt today when I was clipping cook and was kneeling and standing up and down.  I didn’t have a problem when I was riding tho.

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I went to Theresa’s house tonight to see her and Baby Montgomery.  He gives kisses now.  Very sweet.  It was also near bedtime so he was sleep-drunk and very giddy.  Fun.

Going to bed now cause the barn day starts all over tomorrow.