things are non-eventful but I thought I would blog. I am resting this weekend, got alot of sleep. I am supposed to take off of riding for at least a week. However, its’ supposed to be in the 70’s this week, so I’m willing to bet I will on the back of a horse at some point.
I went to the Grand Prix last night with Rachel. It was her first GP, which always makes it a little exciting to see someone’s first time there. It was packed. I think 4 people made it to the jump off.
I really think that something has come over me in the past week. I found out alot about myself and alot about the people I have let surround me. The people that I thought would never disappoint me…. didn’t. The people who constantly disappoint me…. did. So it just occurred to me … um, why do I bother with the people who disappoint?
Another important lesson I learned (which will make no sense to my readers not knowing the whole story) is about taking things for myself. I am stronger and better than I ever gave myself credit for. I am number 1. I have to, and SHOULD, take care of myself, and take opportunities for myself.
I am tired of trying to make other people happy, or trying to fix them.
And there is no better time than the present to take advantage of riding opportunities sitting smack dab in my face.